Okay so yeah....I know I haven't been on lately. No real post or anything. But hey, I'm a busy busy person. Roleplays and school. But really I've got more than I can handle right now. Especially this time in my life. Junior year in high school is considerably tough...and to top it all off my grandpa just died on my family. March 18, 2009 7:15 p.m. he died of gallbladder cancer. It was a horrible affair. He was in so much pain and he was a fighter. One of the best grandpa's around. I'm proud to call him my grandpa and say he's mine. But I hate saying he's gone. Because truth be told, he's not. He'll always be in our hearts and in everything we do.

He's always going to be in the tunnel we go through to get to downtown. The Christ Hospital he helped build. And in the Public library. He left a legacy and things for us to remember him by. Stories for us to tell and for us to remember. He left us with great memories, happy ones. They are ones we shall never forget and you know what, I don't think anyone will really be able to go through the funeral without laughing at least once. My grandpa was a funny man. And he made my mum and her syballings who they are today. Without him, we'd be lost, without him, well...I think my grandma wouldn't be able to live. But he's gone now and my grandma is still here. And I hope with all my heart my grandma will make it through this okay.

So for now I leave you with this...Live your life to the fullest. Don't regret a single day. Because it may be your last. It might be your mother's or your father's last. SO love as much as you can and tell the one's you love that you love them as often as you can. Don't let them slip through your fingers. Cause you can't get them back once they are dead. I've seen a dead body...and trust me, it's not a pretty site. When I close my eyes, my grandpa's dead body is still there, burned into the backs of my eyelids. So go live your dreams and do what you want, but don't break the law.